it is vry difficult to find true love..

2010-01-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

i gt 10-4=6, damn sad sia..
in serious dilema.. dk go tj or mj..
think until want cry liao..

2009-12-19T23:40:00.003+08:00

today went gym with shiuheng again..
ran 6.4km on threadmill.

den went eat wif family, i treat, den they ku yi eat alot, den total $31.50.
sad sia. nvvm.
went t1, go find bernice coz she working, damn ps sia.. kip walking pass her shop coz of my bro.

tmr working again. but haf day. n start buying shirt liao!!

2009-12-16T02:22:00.003+08:00

todae damn damn fun. in charge of anglican high school de prom night.
saw quite a number of psku frens. gt huiwen, lewis, jeremy n yijun. oso saw jamus.
serve 2tables coz im too helpful. help 2frens, so in the end serve 2tables.
1table serve huiwen's, the other is lewis's.

quite slack todae. gt paid to watch girls. hahas.

tmr off!!!

2009-12-09T22:48:00.004+08:00

damn bzy to blog sia.
work 3days as waiter in grand copthorne waterfront hotel liao n earn $142.50 cold hard cash. hahas. siok
wait until $500 den start to spend
if plus telemarketing de, i earn arnd $300+ liao.

waiter quite fun coz gt to noe alot frens, such as weixuan rachael n regina.
damn gd fren wif weixuan nw, 3days nia, so weird. hahas.
closer to jasmine too.
on mon, arnd 1am+, walk back home fr pr mrt station wif jasmine coz miss the last bus coz wait bus wif rachael.
gt one girl call charmaine. gt to noe her for 1day bt din get her phone no.. shucks. hope cn in charge same weddin as her tmr..
mon de wedding damn grand, still see one actor, his side profession is photographer sia.
allowed to take the dish out n walk in a special way wif others into the grand ball room, damn damn cool sia, still gt fog de.

my nametag

went swimming wif shiuheng n saiful ytd n the planning is so last min.
im becoming so so dark.. can see. bt it is a secret how i notice it. hahas.
bought a new spec. will receive it on sat. it is totally black wif transition lens

alot of thing to buy in mind. bt bzy earning nw..
i think i getiing a fever.. omg.. n edwina is back!!
gg to mit her to gt my pressie. hahas.
bringin danica for interview tmr. hope she cn hit off well wif my new frens..

2009-11-29T00:45:00.003+08:00

work 3days liao.. telemarketing wif meiting joyce calise sihui marcos pohzhuang.
call all companies in singapore until scared sia.
kip repeat the same thing "gdaftnoon, this is weekiong calling fr millward brown. im doing a survey regarding computer software. cn i speak to a person in the it or engineer department or a person who is mainly incharge of deciding the type n brand of computer software ur company use?" n kerna reject all the time.. if nxt time u all call me, n i say this, vry sry. coz 职业病.
damn sianz lar, sit there n kip calling. bt 看在1h $7 的份上,跟它拼了.
fr 9am to 5pm. aft 5pm reach home is psp time. so quite sianz..
bt nxt wk, will more pia, gg orchard restaurant interview.
if successfull will work aft 5pm till 12am.
like dat den gt money to play until 'key siao' on january.

ytd went sengkang swimming pool at 8am wif brothers- bingkhiang, shiuheng n jeremiah
at first damn scared jeremiah cant wake up, bt in the end, he wake up 8mins earlier den me n reach interchange 5mins b4 me..
shiuheng's dad drove us there, as usual.
we swam n play slide. bt most of the time, we were in the pool crapping n playing.
wanted to tan myself bt overdo.. my whole shoulder n neck sunburn.. damn red.. nw still pain sia.. bt gg again wif bk nxt wk.
den went compass point, ehub, tm, t1, century square wif bk until 5pm+.

todae went out wif family.
saw 2cats making out. a black white cat on top of a brown cat.
the black white one is a new member in this neighbouhood n the brown one is here 的地头蛇.
it scared me once on the first day of the seventh lunar month which is the first day of prelim exam. n almost went into my hse in the evening.
when they make out, they still shake sia. damn obscene, can see the.. yar. hahas.
went to scout for tv, den at 9.40+ i suddenly rmb dat todae is the last day to return hot shot to the rental shop, and went back fr courts to west plaza wif dad.
lucky their door close liao bt they still inside.

tmr is a sianz day again.. monday chiong again!! 1last mth.
will do a thnx list for secondary life soon.

2009-11-23T22:14:00.060+08:00

woah. blog die for few days.

coz wed busy. thurs n fri nt at home. sat sick n sun out.

ohyar. post pics for grad day.

hmm. wed went for prom.

i hav oni few words for prom.

"marvellous", "impressive", "woah", "fun" and "难忘"

hope to go again.. haixz..

hahas. too many pics.

ohyar. den thurs went to job agency wif shiuheng n eihuan.

den went chalet wif shiuheng, lucky gt his dad. if nt we sure become iced milo de.

chalet quite fun too.

i hope cn go back to last tues, and start everything again..
last wk is simply unforgetable..

went interview for minitoons wif edwina.
lucky gt her if nt sure become iced milo again..

gg for several interviews wif cherie chan tmr.
cant wait to tmr..

hope this wk will b as fun as last wk... ...

2009-11-17T18:22:00.002+08:00

yea. i bought a psp 2days ago.
today abit sentimental..

went sku wif bernice. ps. i late den make her angry.
on bus, tok crap. ps, i reali dk how to reply ur ans, i oso dk whr i like her in the past. hahas.
disgusting sia, kip touch my chin.. eer..
touch one more time, i slap ur face or poke u den u noe. anw, ps for making ur makeup.
went sku n tio interrogate by beatrice. loLL. im qing bai.

todae grad day n farewell party for mrs neo. so many ppl dye hair sia.
roslin own me sia. she says her colour brighter den mine.
edwina went up on stage. n thnx me, i cheer for u bt too bad, u din win..
thnx bro who is bk for the card, i wun forgt u de n i wun let our frenship fade away silently.

cant believe joycelyn look damn alike as the psp salesgirl. im sure when she grew up will look like linda.
went arnd sku wif shiuheng siyuh monice n khadijar(ps, dk how to spell) to take photo wif cher, like mdm lim, mr latiff, ms wan, mrs neo, ms thong, mr tan. post the pics nxt time.

tmr prom bt i still haven decide wad to wear coz gotten 2pcs.

k. hav to download games for psp ler.

2009-11-13T19:08:00.002+08:00

woah.. finally.. finally..
o's finally end.. just pray dat my careless mistakes will nt pull down my grade..
dk leh.. feel somehow happy n somehow sad..
lonely too..
AND poor too.. hav to dye hair, buy psp n loads..

dyed my hair juz nw. for 2long hours.. almost fell aslp..
damn siok..
dyed reddish brown..

wanted to loan 'hot shot' fr dvd loan shop.
bt they loaned out liao!!
想就应该知道了. tv show haf an hour nia, see until 不爽, of coz lots of ppl want go loan lar.

wed is prom!! quite sianz oso.
so contradicting. when studying, want play.
when hol, want study..

2009-11-08T01:55:00.002+08:00

went out fr 1 to 7 todae sia.
damn scared will see mdm lim.. if nt i will b the main topic n example she will use for her students nxt time.
my sis say 'eh, mdm lim leh', unknowingly, adrenalin gushed into my bloodstream, heartbeat suddenly increases, though she nvr see mdm lim before.

chk psp 2000, the best price is $340 for 8Gb n add everything.
getting either red or blue, sis getting either pink or purple.

chk the price for dying hair too.
decided to dye brown base n highlight pale yellow. shiok sia..

gonna broke. and meilan bdae is coming. on 11th. hapi bdae.

this time o's damn careless.. bt still there is hope for a1s..
pray..

gonna bombard my blog wif long posts aft o's.

2009-09-20T20:08:00.003+08:00

haixz.. she dun allow me to say.. must wait..
nvm.

btw, somebody real bitch man.
2mths ago, still having a relationship n in her pm say like someone else.
the bitchest of the bitch. she cn do justice to the phrase. hahas.
nvm. she will gt her desert soon.

somebody deserve me more than she do.
btw, dun kip saying sorry to me, k?
i understand everything.

tmr actually gg to mit her to study tgt bt gt pull by my mum to go AMK to jog at 7am..

bought a long long keychain todae to gt rid of the old one. wohoo..
anw gt abit rusty liao n it should b this way.

xueqi gave one website bout me

静思语
我们相似却又有着如天壤之别的差异。

优点
包容、有弹性、深情。

缺点
犹豫不决、自大自满、缺乏定性。

建议
在自我成长方面，对自己的要求可以高一点。发掘自我最完美的部分。要小心，不要因为喜欢某一个人，就把自己的感情完全掏空给对方。对一些基本的原则设法放轻松一点

the red part quite true sia.

watch tv n tok to her liao. bb.
ohyar. btw, sry bk.. dun angry..

2009-09-18T22:16:00.003+08:00

omg.. camt reali study.
keep thinking of her.. yet she msg me so slow.
she reali cute n funny sia. look at her do maths oso dk. haixz..
since u dun like, den i promise nt to do again, k? dun jealous lar. loL..
dun anxious when u see this post, i will oni reveal ur identity when u allow.

meeting xueqi haishan again tmr!!
meeting her tmr!!

saw carolyn on the way back home.
k lar, hs quite true. she turns prettier. bt sry, din smile to u.
went back wif georg n joyce.
she damn guilty coz share umbrella wif her, bt i shield her, n wet myself.
to georg: nvm de lar. even u boy, i will oso do the same. it is better for me to wet, den others. n since im wet, i walk under the rain oso nvm. so dun guilty.

39 more days..
maths shld b no prob bt sci n languages n humans.. nid pull up my socks.

hope she agree to spend her few hours of time on monday wif me..

2009-09-13T16:13:00.002+08:00

sia lar.. still cant post pics..

nvm.. btw, this few days damn happy sio.
thnx to haishan and xueqi..

thursday, went study wif haishan n xueqi, in the end, end up playing, taking photos n observing cat's movement. lame.
ate 1whole packet of potato chips, den until nw, one of my teeth still damn ache.

friday, went arcade wif the 2girls again.
saw jamus wif 2girls. den tok to him awhile though im alrdy late. sry xueqi..
i tel him 'woah, with 2girls wor. i oso. bt mine prettier den urs.' loL.
in the end, xueqi nvr play alot, she watch me play.
wif one guy challenge daytona, he lose liao, den face like want to fight. den xueqi n haishan stand damn far.. scary meh? only 2earings at left ear n 1 at the mouth nia marh.

ytd, which is saturday, went 'dating' wif xueqi aft leaving my mum sis n bro.
xueqi like no lines sia, kip saying 'eh your didi vry cute leh.. feel like hugging him n kiss' loL.
and my mum say she vry polite. of coz! all of my friens ar polite wad, except for some. their mouth like gold sia, cannot open de.
share wif her 1packet of popcorns, like child sia.
shop fr t1 to tm. n fr tm, mrt-ed to ws and mrt-ed back to t1, and went to cs. 'date' for arnd 3 to 4 hours.. coz of somebody..

tmr hav to meet her to do smth. nvm. quite fun anyway..

today so sianz.. ltr mayb call someone to chat. bt need pia homework!!!

2009-09-04T21:37:00.005+08:00

woah.. alot of things happen since i last post.. big change in my life..
nvm.. a new life.. a new daily routine.. and definitely a new me with new attitude and new character.. and mayb a new girlf. hahas. nope. juz kidding.

before i forgt, i must thnx some ppl who accompany me through this unbearable period.
especially thnx to my parents who are of coz more experienced, they fart more air den i breathe.. hahas. meaning more experienced.
thnx bingkhiang. thnx xueqi. thnx edwina. thnx georgina. thnx elaine. thnx ms lam. thnx zhi an. thnx carolyn. and thnx to those who i hav forgotten to mention. thnx lots.

elaine said smth dat i quite agree. she said ‘情场失意，职场得意’
meaning dat .. nvm. i understand jiu ok liao..
coz i gt LVL POSITION 9.
woah.. finally gt to see my name on the big screen.
gt money liao. either $500 or $650. buy lots of my shirts.. wohoo..

picture speaks a thousand words.
save energy. put pics ok liao..

nvm. blogger gt prob. cant post pics.
i'll post nxt time.

btw, reali must thnx all of you. i promise all of you nt to fall down n nt stand up again.

kohweekiong will stand up fr this dream n move on n work towards his dreams.
kohweekiong will not keep on being sad for a girl who doesn't deserve him.
kohweekiong will not keep thinkin of someone who doesn't appreciate him.
kohweekiong will not because of a tree and give up on the whole forest coz he has lots of choices.

AND HE DOESN'T DESERVE A PERSON WHO FLIRT!!

bb. ppl who read my blog, plz tag. if nt my tagbox will nt b revive.

2009-03-27T23:42:00.004+08:00

this yr damn busy sia.. the real game has just started- the game of challengin stress.
collected report slip n returned wif a happy mood, but ended up wif a spoiled mood.
my results of 4a's, 3b's n 1c ar nt accepted by my parents. reasons? i think i noe why..

discover dat my temper is getting morose.
juz two quotes fr a book --"my life story".

"your eyes did not land on me but on other guys..

your face was being replaced with a big, yet pleasant, looking-good smile.

my taste buds experienced a combined attack from the strong army forces of the JEALOUSY and HATRED squads.

jealousy to them,

hatred to you.."

"standing close to you, is not as close as what i think..

sometimes it is good to be a mute for a few minutes..

and sense how far i am from you.."

2009-03-15T21:16:00.005+08:00

waa... hp full of wishinigs. hahas. thnx ppl!!

bt lil presents sia.. hahas..

actually on the dae of my bdae vry bored except for the morning..

coz morning went out wif my dear to play..!!

love you dear. gt my blessing fr u 1st.

den went tm to buy presents bt nth catch my eyes. so my family qian my presents. hahas.

den went out to eat. dno wad happen. ate 1curry rice n 1plate wanton mee. and a bit of fried oyster n yong tau foo. kerna possess by ghost sia..

went home sleep damn early, forgt to eat my bdae cake.

this morning wake up at 6+ coz hav bad dreams n cant slp again..

somebody sae i like 小孩子like dat.

cant slp, den went jogging. damn cold..

went home n tok on hp.

tok to my dear n ml to gossip. hahas.

den went tuition n late for haf an hr wif edmond.

den went buy bdae presents. still gt lots to receive fr my parents sia. hahas.

its a week for me to qiao za my parents. hahas.

btw, damn it!! this wk oni tuesdae free nia..

fr my dear!!

fr my 弟弟!! hahas. no money, still buy for me.. so cant expect much.

fr my mother. she promise to buy some more presents for me. hahas. loaded wor. lol

still thinking of wad to buy..

2009-02-22T20:47:00.003+08:00

Somebody 22 days never post already, soooo dead still lazy to post. never mind, good girlfriend help him post. haha :D

yesterday care and share day... I go school with him (: So boring, nothing to do.. Watched the teachers' concert together.. My parents came, his familys came.. (:
Walk one round around the school, then at the void deck there sit & talk & play, until i sleep for awhile :p took picture then go back school...
After school he went out to eat with haishan and meilan. Sharon called during bio lesson.. Until 4.30 then go home.

(I think) ; He dined with family then went to e!hub arcade to play.. Stand at the window, saw him and his family at the bustop,,, go home! I msg him, he msg me... then SLEEP... finished, haha :D

` CElEStE ♥

2009-02-01T22:12:00.010+08:00

my cousin ytd pass me a CD of photos taken during 初一.

post the pics 1st.

ytd haf way thru guitar, went for mrs neo remedial.

uncle lim n the commitees nt happy.

uncle lim nt happy is reasonable bt y the commitee nt happy?

nt happy coz we cn skip, bt they cant? or nt happy we cn go, they cant?

nt happy, den find mrs neo lar. n dun use ur status to 压 me. i dun like dat. n i heck care it. studies is more impt den cca.

aft remedial. waited for celeste n gang for arnd 15mins, den aft dat ps me.

went home and waited for the arrival of my relatives n my friens damn long.

my mum blur blur, busy until forgt give angpow. oni my dad rmb.

celeste n others sit for awhile nia, den went back. n i followed.

went back home, n went downstairs to play soccer wif my cousins.

me n my sis 1team, my cousin n his sis one team.

the score -- 15:10. lol.

n come back eat.

aft they went home, we went ehub to watch 家有喜事 at 12am until 2am.

went home n piak, slp liao.

todae damn sianz.. hope cn go back to last week..

2009-01-29T22:38:00.006+08:00

yo yo yo. im back with quite a high mood.

hav to recall wad happen the past few daes.

24th jan

erm.. went bedok eat. coz gg there buy shirts n jeans.

bought a jeans for $40+ and a shirt (purple n black strips) for $20+

post some pics to save my energy to type coz picture says a thousands words.

about zodiac wan.

25th jan

decided to go bedok again to buy shirts to satisfy my appetite for shirts.
reach there by myself at about 9+. my dad n didi go aunt hse. mummy n meimei go tm buy cosmetics n shirts. dno wad to buy, den sit there n call celeste.
aft toking went in try shirts bt not suitable,
den buy chocolate n hl milk sit outside ntuc n slack, while waiting for my dad.
my mum call me n physco me go tm buy shirt. n she won.

reach tm, go G2000men n bought a shirt for $59. i noe my dad xin tong bt he nvr sae anything. hahas.

go home n prepare n eat tuan yuan fan. mum went aunt hse. den 4of us watch tv n my dad teach me how to gamble. coz i dno how to. slp at 3+, damn early compare to last yr.

26th jan

chinese new yr!!
bathe, change shirt. wear whole thing black. coz this yr lucky colour is black.
saw so many cousins, arnd 20+ n some unknown face. my cousins' gf/bf? when cn i bring mine there? lol.
gamble n won $7.50.
took pics wif my cousins. bt haven receive fr them the pics. oni gt 1 nia. uploads others nxt time.

27th jan

went my mother side the aunties' hse.
all cousins like become strangers liao sia..
den aft dat, went home n change shirt. this time round, wear puple/black strips shirt n black shorts.
went my father sis hse. at there, play xbox for the whole day.

28th jan

so sianz.. sku reopen.
went sku early coz gt performance at dno wad pri sku.
everything screw up, esp for 'close to u' n 'dream a litle dream of me'.

went back sku, n saw celeste havin for pe.
hav emaths test n went home wif celeste.

29th jan. todae.

todae special coz i go sku wif a guy-- yeo jun qiang. nt a girl.
hav twining programmes wif dno 1f or 1g.
went hawker centre to eat aft sku. saw celeste n gang. bt nvr sit wif them. bt she went over to me.

hav chem lesson in avt, den mrs neo came in to return our compo pp dat she marked them herself. she is a gd principal. others sku wan wun do all this lor.
gt 17/25. damn happy. coz at 1st tot i will fail.
went home wif celeste again.
n i over slept my busstop, den i walk home. it is still ok dat i wake up in time. if nt the bus will go to punggol liao.
went home n slept until 7+.

so sianz lar. cny like past so fast like dat.. miss the eve of cny..

btw, my relatives comin over to my hse on sat. it may b the last day of celebration for our family. i must cherish the time..

2009-01-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

more n more fan this few daes.. due to studies n relations n etc.
btw, i reali hope dat the recession will not affect my family.. if it is affected, my studies will be affected too.. den my mood n temper will be affected too.. i hope recession will nt affect my dad..

few more daes gg to be chinese new yr!! wanted to go buy smth wif her on sat bt she is nt free, so fridae den see how lor. mayb go buy by myself.
it is difficult n tiring to gt myself motivated in my studies all the time.. it is really tiring.. i scared i might break down anytime.. nobody to support me or 挺me. nobody cn truely understand me.. no support, i will fall down easily, n i might nt try to stand up again coz it is reali tiring.. how i hope i cn just sleep on forever.. at least i cn gt wad ever i want in my dream.. true..?

tmr might hav to stay back in school for am. i dun want coz at there oso 作废. everything learn in tuition ler. i rather go home slp.. n forgt everything.

last year.. all replies so fast.. nw so slow.. all sort of excuse come out. so interesting.
last yr.. when waiting for bus aft sending her home cn see her standing at window lookin at me.
nw.. hope to see one shadow oso dun hav.. see until 厌倦 liao ar?
last yr.. when go out, at least cn hear iloveyou n baby. nw.. all i hear is 'eh'. calling stranger? so im stranger to u? gd lor..
n nw like to show me black face hor.. ok lar. i will gt use to it wan..

2009-01-18T22:19:00.002+08:00

trying to motivate myslf to study bt i cant.
cant resist the temptation of tv n slping.
who the hell invent tv sia. n who the hell make slping a daily basis. lol.
borrowed a book fr sku library bt when on the way to chinatown at fridae night, i catch no ball when readin the book. gg to return it tmr. waste my time. aft 10mins trying to read on the train, i slept.
i hav no idea wad type of book will catch my attention.. books with cartoon? i dno..

wad did i revise over the weekend..? reali no idea.. bt i did assessment. ok lar. quite an achievement.

tmr sku reopen again. this yr i damn dun like to go sku.. damn tired.. is nt the slp jiu ok de tired. i dno how to explain. i just feel tired.. i want to go back to 2yrs old.. the time when i do nothing. juz smile at my parents to make them happy. now, want to make them happy is damn dif.. i hope i cn turn the clock back to 1993.. i hav enough of the life im leadin nw.. it is so tiring.. hope 10mths will go past faster..

you want go jc n uni, right? den u nid to study.. u noe wad others said? they say im the cause of the drop in ur result in ur exam last yr.. i ask u to study nt juz becoz of my 面子, it is oso im worried for ur future. although im willing to 养 you n take care of you for the rest of ur life bt u still want to hav an achievement in ur life, den u hav to study. if u dun like i kip askin u to study, den i'll shut my mouth, providin dat u noe when to study n play. i promise dat i'll shut my mouth, so i wun ask u to study again. im nt usin a boyf role to ask u to study, i dun want to threaten u. im juz givin u an advice n reminder fr a frien position. if u dun care, there's nothing i cn do. ur future is in ur hand. i dun mind workin hard tgt wif u. bt ar u willing to do so..?

2009-01-15T22:29:00.003+08:00

ytd damn fedup wif mdm lim lar.
tot em remedial cancel den cn go home wif her, den she make us take bio test aft sku. wth..

todae went sku wif vry lil bks coz bks cannot be put into my bag.
during lessons so bored. kip chiong hmw, coz i dun want bring home.
aft chem test, went to eat, den went to ws to... den wallet left wif $1.
reach celeste hse quite late.. dno she like the gift a nt..
was hoping dat zhian n his girl cn go off earlier.. bt wth lar. nvm.. use to it.. 3daes ago oso like dat. like to be lamp post. hahas.

tmr 5.30 still gt bio lessons..

2009-01-12T22:34:00.005+08:00

gt fever todae sia. mummy sae dun go sku, bt i still went coz of 2purpose.
1 is to take o's chn result. the other one, the celeste chong shld noe.
reach the bus stop damn early bt w8 bus so long, still kerna traffic jam, den almost late.

so many ppl sick this wk sia. i think near 10 in my claz sia.
skip PE 1st time for dno how many yrs. tok wif cherie. no lar, suan cherie.
anw, thnx her for helping me recording the timing.
n i dun want to run wif u nxt wk, i scared my timing drop. hahas. jk lar.
during recess, kip kajiao meilan haishan n xueqi, until sushi piss off.

went take result, at 1st tot my result nt gd coz mdm zhang nvr tel me my result.
tot she scared i sad, so dun want tel me, den i gt a1 sio. oral/listening gt dist.
bt alot of ppl including my mum ask me this qns 'gt a1, y u so calm? ny happy meh?'
er.. this one to me is useless wan lor. coz my L1 will be hmt. unless my eng is better.
went hall to see the 0's result. see ppl crying, ppl laughing.
finally found celeste chong, bt she nvr ask for my result..

walk home wif her n zhian. n zhian expect us to tok. i fever den walk under the scorching sun n 1 outsider there, how to tok comfortably? lol. dun gt offended.
n zhian sae send me home, like real lar, send me to bus stop jiu gt.
went home den slp until 7.30. my temperature rise again..

two daes ago, is the adam khoo wkshop last session.
damn motivating sia. is the best session. alot ppl cried coz of the 催眠.
went to toilet to wash face, den everybody came in wif red eyes.
wrote letter to my parents.

den during the parents session in avt.
leroy toking, then my leg vry uncomfortable, so want to keep the table, den haf way, my fingers slide off fr the table.. poom!! everybody, students n parents including my mum look at me.. oh shit.. damn ps.

den the tok to parents wan, i boost up my courage n confeidence n went up n grab the mic.
and wth lar, dno y i go speak broken eng in front of principal n vp.
made all the ppl cry n laugh at the same time.. and my mum touched..
ytd juz went for tuition n bought smth n kerna fever liao.. hope the fever cn go down tmr..

2009-01-09T22:19:00.003+08:00

oh.. it is 10.19om nw, classmates all one by one come on9.
y? coz all juz reach home n bathe. Lol. i oso.

todae the lesson is damn interesting..
in my whole life i will nvr forgt it.. i believe a lot ppl is the same as me.
in the morning is take by gary. dat porn guy.
same as ytd, kip toking about dirty jokes.
oni one thing dif fr ytd!
dat is in avt nt more den 15mins, den kerna do more den 10pushups, juz bcoz i said the banned word--nothing. he wrote steamed, den i 'har', den ask me wad thing, so the gullible me sae 'nothing'. 中标 liao..
den aft dat take by leroy. this guy oso dirty sia.
bt he make me love cars n motorbike more. my goal too. to hav a fast n cool sport car.
bt when he gt serious, piss me off. wtfh. walk to me..
'who are u?' he ask.
'my name? weekiong..?' i ansed.
'im nt asking for ur name. who ar u?' ask again
stupid qns, how i ans sia. so i ans' human beings'.
'wad is human beings?' ask again.
'humans being cn think..' i ans. wtf he want the ans to be..
den he said'pigs dogs n other animals cn think oso.'den he skip me.
my whole face gt piss off. georgina pat me on my back.
den bong take over.
he make the girls do 'sexy ups downs again' n boys do 'horsey'. stupid sia. bt quite fun. lol. the boys all stand behing, preparing for 'horsey'.

the interesting part came aft dinner.

everybody was making fun of moy junjie. den bong tot funny, so he play a part too.
when he sense moy is damn tense n angry.
he stop the whole thing. he walk to moy n push n hit his head.
moy cried. he dun care. he push n hit. n provoke him. moy cried vry long.
den suddenly shout ' u shutup n go away.' damn loud n high pitch. everybody shock. den it is more quiet den before.
'y u shout? nt happy ar? nt happy, stand lar. y shout? u sae wad u want' bong provoke again.
'i want respect.. i want respect fr them.. they nvr treat me like a human beings..'
den all girls started to cry. nothing to sae.. dno how to put into words to describe the tense avt.
he push him to the front, den make him shou wad he want. bong kip provoke him. aft dat ask him wad he want again. he cried. wa. i pity him sia.
moy sae' i want peace.. i want quiet' the next thing, bong hit moy head damn hard. everybody shock.
'peace? dun be stupid. mo jojo. u think cast away on an island ar? this is singapore.' bong said.
vry sad lar. wad bong said is true, ppl who bully him will gt retribution. lucky i seldom bully ppl. hahas.
end of the lesson, he sort of 催眠 us. heart sobbing.. coz rmb a lot of past thing.
den he make us dance n sing. arm lock wif wira. georgina lock me, bt i din touch her. opps. hahas.

tmr they say they ar going to make everyone of us n our parents cry.
everyone is sure to cry want, they said. bt hpe im the last one..

2009-01-08T22:11:00.003+08:00

interesting.. bt why they din make us cry.
ohyar lar, laugh until cry jiu got.
kip talking about dirty jokes. kip tok about balls.
then the speaker sae, he think dat playing golf is the dumbest. coz play golf is juz about playing stick, balls n holes. lol. somemore the hole is on the grass patch. Lol. ok. it is dirty.
and he banned us on saying 10 things. i cn recall some lar.. er..

~dun noe
~anything
~anywhere
~whatever
~nothing

he said. when guys say nothing, it is reali nothing.
bt when girls said nothing, there is actually a lot of things. quite true. im experienced. hahas.
he gave few examples.

'u want go whr' b ask.

'i dun noe' g ans.

'cn giv ans, go whr?' b ask.

'anything.' g ans.

so they went park.

'y u come here' g ask.

'coz i choose ma.' b ans.

' y u choose here' g ans.

' coz u sae anything ma' b ans.

' anything except for here!! stupid.'

den become boyf fault again. Lol.
and he like kip standing on the boy side. he said..
'girls go toilet tgt, call wad? buddy system.'
'boys go toilet tgt, call wad? call gay lar!'

'girls hold hands, call wad? call sisterhood.'
'boys hole hands, call wad? call gay lar!!'

'girls sit on girl leg, call wad? call playing.'
'boys sit on boys lap, call wad? call gay lar! call bapok lar!'

cheer for him. lol. vry true. bt tok crap lar. pay money to make me laugh ar?
2nd speaker, make us speed reading, make us power reading.
read more then targeted time, do wad? do 'sexy ups downs' lar! sianz.. everybody do tgt.
stupid, use webcam den do 'live show', call himself gurmit singh.
'this is gurmit singh n michelle. we are at dunman secondary school'
'they are going to do us 'sexxxxxy ups downss'. hear cheers from them!!'
woooooo.
'ok. are u ready? sexxxxy ups downs go.'
stupid. lucky wire disconnect. hahas. idiotic.

tmr will be laughter or cry? anticipating for it.
btw, tmr hav to go sku as norm time, coz want pei someone.

n thnx calise dad for giving me a ride home.

2009-01-07T22:21:00.002+08:00

unexpected sia. so many ppl sae i look better wif slope..
bt i noe my dear prefer me wif long hair.

whole hand of the whole 4a ran '2.4km' during bio lesson.
mdm lim type unstop, so we write unstop. type until wrist damn suan.

went eat wif celeste.
sry din noe dat a bit of chilli u oso canot tahan. sry sry. i will bear dat in mind.
sent her home, in the end, late 15mins for guitar. reach school den salty water dripping down from my hairs. my shirt become transulent. Lol.

guitar end at 7pm bt the time past quite fast coz play the song quite nice to play. quite nice lar.

tmr hav adam khoo, no nid to hav lesson. hahas. let me learn fr my dear. huhu. Lol.
im anticipating it coz i want to see how he make us cry.. Lol.

this song damn fast. funny sia.

2009-01-06T22:05:00.005+08:00

fuck fuCK FUCK!! i tmr dun want to go sku liao sia..
go cut hair again coz mr song cut unti behind got one 'hole'.
dno y many ppl din notice it. oni my mum n my sis n me saw nia. n oso the hairdresser saw.
she sae the oni way to make it looks better is to cut slope!!
2yrs+. 1st time cut slope..
my mum and the hairdresser kip sae nice, like reali lor. nice for aunties lor, coz toot toot like dat ma..
i swear i wun cut slope again for my whole life again.
at first tot 2wks cn grow back actual length. nw.. 2mths dno cn a nt..
ltr my dear 嫌弃 me sia. hope wun lar.

tmr damn sianz sia.. hav to w8 until 4, den guitar prac start.. sianzz..
hope tmr cn past faster coz thurs n fridae no nid to study!!
gt adam khoo workshop. i want to see how he make us cry. if i cry, i wan to thnx him sia. so long nvr cry liao.

juz nw my sis went tuition at loyang.
she said she saw my name on the notice board wif 4others last yr sec3 ppl.
the paper print

koh wee kiong dunman secondary school 91

they use me to promote sia. nvm. hahas.

2009-01-03T22:35:00.003+08:00

tagg by celeste

tagg ppl to do this quiz
1. celeste
2. bingkhiang
3. meilan
4. haishan
5. xueqi
6. vanessa soh
7. vanessa tang
8. felicia
9. joshua

1) how did you meet no.4? (haishan)
~ er.. same claz for 4yrs.

2) do you have any crush up there ?
~ no. bt mayb yes for last time.

3) What would u do if u hadn't met no.1 ? (celeste)
~ i would hav like others. hahas. jk lar. i wouldn't hav find someone who is willing to do so much for me n love me so much.

4) What would you do if no.6 & no.2 were going out (vanessa soh n bk)
~ wad cn i do?

5) How did u meet no.8?(felicia)
~ thru guitar

6)is no.2 ur good friend ?(bing khiang)
~ fei hua. nt gd frien lar. is best frien

7) Who is no.9 best fwen ?(joshua)
~ idk

8)Have u ever dated no.1 ?(celeste)
~ of coz.

9) Do u miss no.4 ?(haishan)
~ er.. during hols, of coz miss. i miss everyone. nw no.

10 ) What do you think of no.6 ?(vanessa soh)
~ cn be fierce sometimes?

11) What do u think of no.7 ?(vanessa tang)
~ chio.. fierce oso. n vry girl.

12) who does no.3 like ?(meilan)
~ she likes to study. study is her bf.

13) Have u been into no.8's house ?(felicia)
~ no.

14) do you love no.9 ?(joshua)
~ im nt gay. bt he is a sociable junior.

18) Do u trust these ppl ?
~ mayb.

2009-01-03T21:53:00.002+08:00

ytd shouldn't hav go sku. stupid. if i din go sku, i wun hav to cut my hair.
my mum sae vry weird coz actually for long wan, den nw vry short..
actually, is i kip ask the person cut short wan. hahas. coz i want to be guai kia. hahas.

went tuition, the lesson learnt todae quite dif..
ms chong call me, damn happy. all tgt tok for arnd 1hr+.
n i sae dat word is 无心 wan lor. i juz want u to stop the disgusting sound nt ur voice.
i cant wait to listen to u, how would i ask u to shutup? right? logical? i think u noe lor. if u dno, u pig 猪liao.

tmr muz wake up early, coz hav to go take my $300, nt $500..!!
will see junqiang, edmond and others..
den mayb slack at home the whole dae again..

2009-01-02T20:23:00.002+08:00

ok.. let me recap.. erm..

31.12.08

aftnoon, use com to blog n do quiz fr haishan..
celeste call me 2times..
appreciate those calls. coz she at least rmb me b4 she went overseas. tot she will call home to tok instead.
aft dat at 7+ watch tv, while wear cap n wear shoe.
met joshua n zhian who rode a bike to meet us.
went to downtown de arcade to meet vanessa soh n tang n felicia.
so many ppl, no mood to play lor.. shld hav gone ws de arcade.
went down escalator saw jaslyn n she kip stare at me. 一眼就认出她 coz of her small eyes. lol.
went to 2nd lvl, the girls began to gossip, n more n more girls come who me, joshua n zhian dno dat they are coming. i n zhian damn sexist so we pull joshua somewhr else, think is outside ehub!.
went pr park, den all the girls went to the beach n become like siao. me n joshua began to sing wif our hp on loudly. zhian at there act emo.
walking back to ehub!, joshua said he noe my history. lol.
went back arcade n meet jiajing. when gg down the escalator, jiajing ask me time. i tot is arnd 11.45pm. when see hp, wakao it is 11.59pm. den jiajing sae left 20secs. den all run to downtown east near ehub! de carpark there.
reach there, countdown start liao. when we reach it left 14secs.
5.. 4.. 3.. 2.. 1..

1.1.09

happy new yr!! everybody started spraying using spray can. jiajing use me as shield sia.
when walk to the near hangten de staircase there, dno who spray pink pink stuff onto my neck.
den to siam the commotion, we stand outside burgerking.
received alot msgs, bt all din reply.
i sent 1msg to my dear to wish her happy new yr coz i reali miss her.
dno who pass joshua 1spray can, den me n joshua started bully jiajing n fel n soh n tang. zhian oso kerna by joshua.
tok a while, all started to dismiss. den left jiajing, vanessa soh, felicia, joshua, zhian n me.
went outside ehub! intending to take photos bt nobody cn take for us, so in the end we take one nia. at felicia there.
part wif them, den walk home wif felicia at arnd near 2am. tok abit about our love life n our history coz it is a long way home.
when felicia is gg to reach her hse, dno y we tok until about ghost. she stopped me fr saeing more. lol.
when we part, i still hav 2more stretch of roads. walk a few steps, den abit 毛骨悚然.
wrap my jacket arnd my right hand, n clench my fist.
guess wad i do..?
i run lar.. dun laugh, k? everyone is scared of ghosts. hahas.
fel todae told me she oso hair stand, den she on music loudly. blame on me coz i tok about ghost story.
saw a stray dog near my blk de lift biting some things. den i walk 1big round to go to the lift.
went home bathe n went to slp.

morning woke up, go tm de zinc to collect my bag. den went tm n ws to search for some things.
no ideas, den ask sherry, her ideas all i think b4 liao lor bt still thnx. den in the end, ask for bk's help. eh brother, sshhh. dun sae anything. thnx.
went home, at night pack my bag to prepare to go to sku nxt dae bt whole night cant slp, dk coz of why..?
coz of this yr, the critical yr or i miss my dear? idk. i oni noe i whole nite din slp.

todae

saw felicia. bt she nvr board the bus.
damn suay, actually cn reach sku earlier bt i went take 53 to change bus 15 bt 15 went off in front of me. den nvm. waited for the bus81 dat felicia took but when it reach the bustop, the bus is damn full. cant go up.
reach sku saw carolyn 1time. den went hall, to listen to some crap, den aft dat attire chk. hair kerna caught, went to 1corner, saw carolyn 2nd time again.
went back to claz to slack. den mr tan want me n yusof to go arnd the sku to ask our classmates to chk smth, saw carolyn 3rd time.
when gaotim, gg back to claz, at 1st lvl, gg to climb stairs, heard somebody shout my name. i ignore. den shout again. i ignore again. asked yusof did anyone shout my name, he sae dun hav. when i heard my name again, i went out of the shelter n look up, it is a grp of girls at 3rd lvl outside 2e, 2d laughing.
this grp of girls include carolyn, varlin, sharon n others. den confirm is they shout me liao. saw carolyn 4th time.
went hall coz of stupid briefing. aft briefing, went canteen n chat wif chris, felicia n jorim.
felicia call me ah beng senior. ok lor. ah meng junior.
at basketball court sae carolyn 5th time again. went home wif junqiang.
din slp, coz went jogging. nw vry vry tired..

i miss my dear a lot alot. todae is the 3rd dae. tmr last dae. bt it still seems vry long. hope she cn contact me once she reach singapore coz i reali miss her.

btw, chem test is postpone to 15jan. sianz lar.. why so late..?

2008-12-31T16:45:00.003+08:00

by haishan

1. What makes you feel happy today ?
~nuthing. sad 就有. coz my dear is nt in spore anymore..

2. Were you angry about some thing right now ?
~no lar.

3. Are you emotional?
~ yes. 一下子天气晴朗, 一下子雷阵雨. hahas..

4. When is the last time you feel sad ?
~ nw. still sad.. i miss my dear..

5. What you want to do at 7-9pm ?
~actually want to play basketball bt vanessa soh dun wan, so mayb go arcade.

6. What's your favorite show?
~ idk..

7. Who's the one you love most?
~ celeste chong, my dear.

8. What's so happy about yesterday?
~nuthing

9. What did you do today?
~tok to my dear. gg out later. watch tv. walk. breathe.

10. What's your favorite song?
~a lot lar. chinese for nw i kip hearing wan is 咬字. eng is tongue-tied, thnx to esther. n malay is mara kita. thnx to the government. Lol.

11. What's your race?
~chinese? or wad? 0o.. nxt yr 200m n 4x100m.

12. Who's your favorite actress/singer?
~for singers are jay chou n jj lin. for actor is zhou xing chi.

13. Which is your favorite game?
~i play a lot games. bt no favorite wan. arcade de erm.. gt daytona n crisis4.

14. Do you have feel for someone right now?
~yar. obviously..

15. What troubles you today?
~ cannot see somebody for 5more daes..

16. Do you like the weather today?
~ok lar. juz nw rain. nw ok liao.

17. What/who makes you happy all the time?
~ mostly is my dear make me happy. she laugh, den i will b happy liao.

18. Will you go for the one you love?
~yes.

19. What you feel like doing now?
~see my dear
~ play basketball
~ go running, sprinting.
~ go arcade play bt dun feel like wasting money..

20. Do you like your bag?
~ er.. ok lar. bt sort of expensive. fr my dad during my bdae.

21. Do you like your school?
~ yar.

Tag 7 ppl to do this quiz.
~celeste
~bingkhiang
~felicia
~vanessa soh
~vanessa tang
~esther
~joey

if you dun want to do, it is ok..

i miss my dear badly.. 很想她.. hope she will b fine, blur blur wan, dno cn take care of herself a nt..?

gg to countdown wif friens ltr.. hope everyone will b present. dun like ppl 放我飞机..

2008-12-28T21:14:00.008+08:00

2bottles of 罗汉果，1cup of barley. although, fever gone bt welcome flu n sorethroat remain.
bt this is nt the reason y i dun wan go for tmr bbq..

todae is my grandmother death anniversary.
early morning went my gm hse.
gt 13children, oni a few went back oni sia. gt 30+ 孙子, oni 6 come back..

my uncle askin for 4d no fr my gm. 2707. miss one no.. haixz..

see this jelly so special. inside gt strawberry wan.

went tuition damn early. so waited.
and mai, i noe dat guy is gd-looking, bt no nid to spam my tagbox right? hahas. lol. btw, he will b sitting beside u every week wad.
finish ex 1hr before lesson end, went crappin wif 4others friens in toilet. mayb go watch movie or go bowling wif friens n cher nxt time.
n jamus if nxt time u show off ur akido again, i will brk ur leg, since u brk my hand. n y sae dat new guy guai lan? coz he malay ar? hahas.
wei chin said malay all guai lan, like act gangster. n idian all ham ji. ok lar. quite true. lol.

tmr er.. mayb go out dating.. in my dreams bah.. coz nuthing to do..

2008-12-26T22:16:00.008+08:00

cry cry cry.. in the end oso play like siao. sae dun want swim, oso go swim..
who is this person? him lar! cry since morning, sae dun want swim..

play all this slide. make the water go into my nose. wth..

quite 刺激. u guys shld try it out. at sengkang swimming complex.

my brother play this. lol.

still gt 'spa' n indoor swimming pool sia.

aft bathing, went out of the swimming pool, n saw ppl 拍戏.

saw 洪慧芳. she look like auntie sio..

烦恼dno whr n how to go on mondae..

2008-12-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

went mjc to drain my energy.. n i did it.. i m successful in draining my energy n letting down quite abit 烦恼.
finish 1 200m, 1 100m n 3 400m.
took 13secs to run 100m.
n took 33secs to run 200m. deprove by 5secs. n speed deprove by 1.08m/sec.
went home coz it started to drizzle. walk back wif my face facin up to let the raindrops land on my face. vry cool, vry nice, vry gentle.. is them pityin me..? i do nt nid it. i do admit im sad. bt im willing to let bygones be bygones, provided she reali love my wholeheartedly nw n forever..

tmr mayb gg to swim.
hope swimming cn do better den running in 抛开-ing 烦恼.

am i reali dat useless n 失败? 2times.. i do nt want the 3rd time to come so easily.. i do nt want it to come at all.. coz i love her..

2008-12-21T23:05:00.004+08:00

ytd ate pink n white tang yuan. eat until canot swallow. dk y.

todae 9am woke up. went cdac's function.

so many ppl lar. me n my bro 迷路. den i gt him a candy floss, so he wun become a monkey.

went arnd n arnd n arnd. bt still canot find my parents, den went 2nd lvl.

wa piang..

went ws arcade wif my sis. play daytona n crisis4.

den went downtown de fairprice. so my _o___r-i_-_aw. hahas. jk lar. saw 伯母.

伯母. cn right? nuthing wrong hor? ar.. hahas.

walao.. singapore vs vietnam, 0-1.. vietnam is juz lucky.

noh alam shah de bicycle kick damn chio bt a bit over powerful.

tmr will b a boring day again..

2008-12-20T21:44:00.005+08:00

took part in the RC party so many yrs liao, 1st time.. 1st time gt prize.
gt a special price which is a hamper. the ticket no is 163.
think tmr dad will buy 4D. 0163. lol.

went tuition, den wakao.. in the claz, more then 10girls, den oni gt 3boys.
me n edmond '联手', make cher 出丑. Lol..

actually this aftnoon tok, the 气 abit 消了.
bt i dun understand. msg has been renewed.
den why the ratio is 3:1? within 3 msg, oni reply 1 msg?
den still hav to w8 until flowers withered liao, den reply.
nvm..

2008-12-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

can wad happen during todae aftnoon repeat at the 31st dec night..?
i hope it can bt i doubt so..

spend one whole aftnoon at beach wif someone.
if it was nt her bt others, it will be a boring aftnoon for me. bt coz it is her, it is nt even boring at all.
and dat one is reali one of my most beautiful handwriting.. ok lar. my handwriting ugly it is ok wad, like wad u sae.. typical boy. hahas.

tmr hav tuition early morning at 12.. so sianz sia. 1 whole claz arnd 10girls, i 1 boy. i wouldn't hav change the timing, if i was nt free on sundae..

my this brother is givin lots of problem.. nvm. 忍气吞声..
play for arnd 6hrs, study, do 1 qns jiu stop liao.. still sae want to be clever..

hmw.. sianz.. still gt a lot. still gt 1summary, 2compo n 4essay qns.
mdm lim bluf sia. sae giv extra 3. in the end giv 4..

2008-12-18T22:15:00.006+08:00

todae went buy chips more coz dno ytd gt ppl 引诱 me, den dun let me eat.
my mum 乘机 ask me buy a lot of things.
in the end, buy wrong, still hav to go down second time to change.. waste my time..

todae f sia. dno wad shampoo cn use. den i go use my mum conditional. dno wad will happen.. will gt scalp? itchy? gt anyone cn tel me wad will happen..? eh celeste chong, wad will happen ar..?

tmr gg out, cn dun take down my cap.. plz. hahas.

bring my siblings out this morning to go find my mum to eat, saw vanessa TANG.
act stranger, dno me hor.. wore arnd the same shirt as my brother.. so malu, still sit tgt.. still share earpc on bus. omfg. hahas. he told me 情侣装. faint*

worry about my dear.. is she sick..?

2008-12-17T22:34:00.003+08:00

so sianzz.. nobody ask me out and no excuse to go out..
maybe tmr gg to swimming..
bt nobody gg wif me oso..
im alone.. sobz.. sobz..

use one aftnoon searching high n low for 'little ironies'.
saw a lot of sec 1 n 2 books while searching..
my feelings is like 打翻了五味瓶－甜酸苦辣咸都有..

hav i made me dear angry..? sry..

2008-12-09T22:19:00.004+08:00

somebody 猪头 sia. leg swell n is gg out, still willing to walk home wif me..
maybe she want to please me. gd gd. gd wife. hahas.

during guitar brk, went to canteen, den saw some friends.
stupid sia, ask me stupid qns. haven even sku hol 就ask liao. ask until nw..
sianz lar. in case u ar reading, juz tel u.
i wun do dat. forever no. coz to me, she is a gd gf. understand? yes. thnx.

sad sio.. juz discover my friendship wif some friends is fading off..
y this happen sia.. so 可惜..

er.. and meilan n xueqi gd lor. 联手suan me. gd gd. nvm.
im confident of my looks wan. hahas.

still left 3summaries, 1compo, 1compre n geog..

2008-12-06T22:46:00.004+08:00

ytd sleep at 1am+, near 2.
this morning wake up.. wakao, damn tired..
chiong everything, wash up n wadever.
den went to take bus.
initially tot dat there will b one shoulder/head for me to rest on bt.. nvm.. dun feel like rakin the past.

went home so tired, want to slp, bt aft dat went temple to 拜太岁..
den went tm to gt hp for my sis. walao.. so jealous.. nvm..

haixz.. dno y.. this few daes mood everytime so bad..

2008-12-05T22:11:00.003+08:00

this is the uncompleted drawing i did juz nw..

bcoz of some family matter, made me pissed of, den i shouted n scribbled on it.

reali fuck sia. nvm..

im old enough, i dun care anymore..

this morning, rewatch hot shot..

den went down to playgrnd to teach my bro how to cycle. i oni cn sae he dare, bt he cant.

slept for haf an hour, den watch tv.

singapore vs cambodia!! 5-0. pro pro. actually cn 10-0 wan, bt i din go down play, so.. yar.. hahas..

stupid.. no mood to blog anymore.

2008-12-03T22:28:00.003+08:00

arrowed by my dear..

1) My friends' are my friends.

2) Im listening to' sounds.

3) Maybe i should learn' smth i want to learn.

4) I love' somebody n smth i love.

5) My plan' is my plan.

6) I dont understand' smth i dun understand.

7) I lost' smth i've lost.

8) People say' 人话

9) I'm missing' smth n somebody i miss.

10) Love means' love.

11) Somewhere, someone is' human.

12) I'm always searching for' smth i search for.

13) Forever seems' forever.

14) I do not want to' do smth i dun want.

15) My mobile phone' is my handphone.

16) When i wake up in the morning' i m awake.

17) I get annoyed when' im nt happy.

18) Parties are' parties.

19) Today i' am myself.

20) Tmr i will be' in 2008 dec 04th.

21) I really want' to do smth i want.

22) I miss' smth n somebody i miss.

23) What is your phone brand?' sony ericson. this wan i canot think of smth lame sia..

24) What's the last 3 digits of your num.?' my wad number?

25) What does the second message in your inbox say?' it dun hav mouth sia..

26) Who was the last person you rang?' human.

27) Who was your last missed call from?' human.

28) What does the oldest message in your inbox say?' IT DUN HAV MOUTH!!

29) Who comes after J?' the person who stands behind J.

30) Go to your sent messages- see what the 10th message say.' i repeat the last time--IT DUN HAV MOUTH!!

okok. be serious nw.

31) Who is your network provider?' singtel.

32) How many messages are there in your inbox?' alot.

33) Who do you have on speed dial 3?' my mum.

34) If you're using prepaid card, how much credits do they have?' not using.

35) Who is the first person who comes after C?' the person who stand behind C.

36) What do you have as your main ringtone?' 小酒窝.

37) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl!

bingkhiang haishan xueqi esther hweemin wanyi n ppl who ar bored.

2008-12-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

woah. somebody pig siaaaa.. slp for 5hrs. pro pro.
okok lar. den lidat we more pei. hahas.

while my dear is slping, i watched hot shot which is offered by haishan for arnd 6hrs.
wa.. watch until headache bt nw ok liao. btw, thnx hor.

vanessa funi sia.. kip saeing my hair obvious gt colour when others cant even see any colour. lol.
N N aft guitar, somebody ps me n go tok to her friens.. ps me sia.. so sad.. lucky i still hav hp to entertain me..
w8 for so long, aft dat 还不是我跟她两个人回家which i hope for. hahas.
when u lie on my shoulder, how i hope the time cn freeze at that moment.. hahas.

er.. this week will be vry bored..

2008-11-30T21:05:00.002+08:00

ytd de dinner eat 2.5bowls, eat until wan vomit. todae lunch ate 3bowls.
y sia.. sad? depress? idk..
btw, this is a gd thing to me. coz my mum's frien sae if i grow fatter abit, i will be vry vry handsome. hahas.
i agree abit nia. coz im handsome alrdy. hahas. jkjk. must b modest, dats is wad mr chiam said to edmond todae coz he sae he predict 9a's for his o's.

er.. nvm. dun feel like gg in anymore..
big deal?

2008-11-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

went toa payoh todae wif my family.
bought 1tee, n my bro n sis each bough 1watch, sponsored by my mum.
during the shopping quite boring..
lucky gt 1person msg me to entertain me. thnx thnx.

miss my dear.. yet she din msg me..

2008-11-26T22:33:00.002+08:00

first time bring my brother out for so long sia..

1st.. we went to ws to buy cap wif my mum..
the quality sux sia.. thn my mum went off to tampines, den i brought my didi to ws arcade..
den boring, so bring him to downtown arcade, walk there..
walk until somebody hse 的楼下, den we sing 小酒窝 coz nobody there. hahas.
den went arcade, den go ntuc..
wanted to ask somebody to come down, bt windows close, tot she nt at home, so nvr msg her..
in the end, she is at home.. wtf.. if nt cn see her liao..

sick again.. hope i can take care of u.. bt i.. haixz.. nvm..

2008-11-25T21:10:00.007+08:00

23.11.08 sunday

woke up at 6.30am..
went there so tired n so sianz sia..
kip at palm park, waiting for lucky draw..
in the end, nvr win anything.. ok lar, canot blame coz gt 10 000+ ppl there..

saw an incredible lizard that crawl into ppl pants,
and crawl behind lil girl butt n leap fr 1chair to another.. disgusting..

the magic show, damn stupid, coz i watch before ler.
so during the performance, i played my hp, n tok to my mum.
think kerna caught by the magician, den he pull me up the stage.. xia suay sia.. malu..
on stage, 9000+ eyes looking at me..

went a lot place to see animals.. obviously.. took lots pic. went gg back home, saw junqiang n his whole family..

24.11.08 monday yesterday

went bugis, mother go do facial, me n my sis went shop in bugis street..

went home, den er.. norm..

today

went out wif my dear.. stupid sia.. dno where to go.. so anyhow walk..

btw, i reali think dat u did nt take ur lunch lor..

n leg pain, sae i carry u, u still dun wan..

so nt my fault.. psps.

2008-11-23T00:30:00.004+08:00

dno y..
7more daes就是3rd months liao..
bt i dno y, i kip thinkin of her every moments.
once i wake up jiu think of her liao..
y sia.. i tot i hav overcome this prob liao..

todae, tuition start at 12pm, yet i wake up at 11.15.
thnx to my bro, coz he wake me up to make milk for him..
and obviously, i hav to rush, wash up n wadeva..
and obviously, i din make milk for him.. hahas..

okok, i go tok to my dear liao..

2008-11-22T23:36:00.003+08:00

Quiz by : Vanessa Soh JingWen & Celeste Chong JiaQi

Starting Time: 11.47pm

Name: Koh WeeKiong

Shoe Size: idk. think is 6

Height: 175cm to 180cm

Where do you live: Pasir Ris

Favourite Drinks: Iced Milo n Milo Dino

Have you ever ---

Been on a plane:

- Yes

Fallen asleep at school:

- Yes

Broken someone's heart:

- I think so..

Fell of your chair:

- NO! i nt so dumb!

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:

- no. w8-ing for msg jiu gt.

Saved e-mails:

- Yes

What is your room like:

- bed, study table, wardrobe and a lot rubbish..

The last thing you ate:

－羊肉面

Ever had chickenpox:

- Yes

Ever had Sore throat:

- fei hua, i nt god.

Broken nose:

- No

Do you believe in love at first sight:

- no. mayb yes. hahas.

Like picnics:

- no

Who was the last person---

you danced with:

- i dun dance..

Last person made you smile:

- 忘了

You last yelled at:

- my brother

Today did you ---

Talk to someone you like:

- yes, on phone

Kiss anyone:

- no

Sick:

- no

Talk to an ex:

- no

Miss someone:

- yes

Eat:

- fei hua

Best feeling in the world:

- my parents love me n my dear love me

Do you sleep with stuffed animals:

- no

What's under your bed:

- nuthing. air? dust?

Who do you really hate:

- a lot. 不胜枚举.

What time is it now?:

- 11.55pm

Random ---

Is there a person who is on your mind now:

- yes

Do you have any siblings:

- 1妹妹, 1弟弟

Do you want children:

- 1 girl 1 boy

Do you smile often:

- no

Do you like your handwriting:

- yes coz it is ugly. clever ppl de handwriting is ugly

Are your toenails painted:

- no

Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:

- my parents de n my dear de. hahs. lol

What colour shirt are you wearing now:

- i nt wearing shirt nw coz juz bathe

What were you doing at 7pm yesterday:

- watching 十兄弟

I can't wait till:

- idk

Are you a friendly person:

- To certain people..

Do you have any pets:

- yes. ants

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?:

- at home, in the room usin com

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you:

- yes. she love me.

Do you sleep with the TV on:

- Yes..

Have you ever crawled through a window:

- no. i nt thief

Are you too forgiving?:

- idk

Are you closer to your mother or your father?

- Mother.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?

- i dun cry

How many people can you say you really loved?

- 5 bah

Do you eat healthy?

- maybe

Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?

- yes. bt it is a grp photo of more then 6person

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?

- i dun cry bt gt heart brk

If you're having a bad day, who will you most likely go to?

- i will keep it to myslf

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?:

- sometimes like mute n sometimes loud

Are you confident:

- sometimes

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

-shitting

-fartng

-urinating

-crying

-fighting

5 things on my to-do list today:

- I dont have

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

- 不胜枚举too

5 of my bad habits:

- my one and only bad habits is dat i dun hav bad habits. hahas..

5 places I lived in:

- Only Pasir Ris

5 jobs I've had:

- I have none..

Tag 8 people to do this quiz:

-bing khiang

-haishan

-xueqi

- and ppl who ar bored(hope there is 5ppl in this catagory)

2008-11-21T14:45:00.005+08:00

dun sad liao lar..
lets go back to the past, and forgt wad happen these 2daes.. cn?

so bored.. nuthing to do..
everydae cycle, cycle until no place to cycle liao..
no nice movies oso..
nobody dates me also..
so sianz..
haixz..

2008-11-20T15:19:00.003+08:00

造化弄人.. 真的是造化弄人..

i tot i f.. nvm..
reali heartbroken.. u almost made me cry..

2008-11-19T21:05:00.003+08:00

todae went expo is a totally waste of time..
den went simei, rain so heavily..
saw mrs lim, n i siam her. yesh! bt i dun think she will even recognise me lor.

went ws den went home aft dat..

nt in the mood to blog, so i'll kip it short coz my dear is sick, nid to entertain her, dun think CROOK. bye..

2008-11-18T21:54:00.002+08:00

#Rule 1: ppl hu hav tagged must rite their ans on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with another question form by themselves...

#Rule 2: tag 5 ppl to do this and that 5 cannot refuse..mus put hu they were tagged by and cannot tagged the person tt tagged u..

1. do you have secrets?

-duh..

2. would u fall in fall with a boy younger thn u?

-ps, im nt a gay.

3. do you enjoy going to school?

-yes! go there absorb knowledge. hahas.

4. wat would you do with a billion dollars?

-do a lot of things. like marry my dear and.. hahas..

5. would u fall in love with ur best friend?

-im nt a gay sia.. and he is attached too.

6. which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved?

-both together is the most blessed.

7.list out any of ur most favourite bands?

-iced milo (迷路兵)

8.wat is ur favourite food?

- anything thats HOT and SPICY. hahas.

9.is there any thing that makes u extremely happy?

- yes

10.wat makes u angry?

- ppl who dun wan take photo wif me and ppl who sabo me n hit my head!

11.how would you see urself in 10 yrs time?

- i saw myself holdin a gun. hahas.. no lar.. i saw a wedding photo of me n celeste. hahas. lol.

12.who is currently the most important person to u?

- family n my dear.

13.wat is the most important thing in life?

- family, dear, future, studies and happiness

14.single or attached?

- stupid qns.. nonono, single single. lol. of coz attached lar

15. are u happy?

- now? no.. nvr see my dear..

16. What are your favourite colours?

- black, white, red

17. would u give all in a relationship?

- depends on who lah.. celeste? yes..

18.if u fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, who would u pick?

- i dun wan to ans or rake the past..

19.would u forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?

- see who lar.. and see the magnitude of the thing.

20. wat do u really one now?

- i want cleverness!! i want handsome-ness!! i want my dear!!

21. tagged 5 ppl to do this.

- haishan

-xueqi

-bingkhiang

-esther(do it aft u reach singapore)
-joey koh

2008-11-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

went terminal3 to play todae.. so tired..

dun feel like posting.
bye..

missing u right now..

2008-11-17T21:12:00.009+08:00

todae of my life cn break into 3parts.
1st-pack my ~~messy~~ room . tiring sia..

2nd-went cycling

3rd-watch tv

see my room soooo messyy.. no 老婆help me 整理.. so hav to do it myself. lol..

lets zoom in..

dats part of it.. my cabinet oso messy. com table oso..

see, my brother.. kajiao me..

aft 2hrs..

went cycling and went to find my 老婆.. omg she look like a 典型的家庭主妇. hahas. jkjk.
bt i love you.. hahas..

hav to plan for tmr, if nt i will gt bored..

2008-11-16T22:46:00.004+08:00

woah, went shopping again todae..
bought a shorts for $29.90.. isit worth it..?
nxt wk, gg to buy a belt.. big big wan. lol. i oso wan buy brown shoe n white tee n white cap.
skali become 白马王子. hahas. nono, im alrdy is one. hahas.

almost haf of todae of the time, i msg my baby. who is dat ar? hahas..
my parents want me to work wif my cousin dno at tm or parkway parade sell shoe.. i dun wan..
use CCA as an excuse.. hahas..

am i gg to miss you for a long period again..? i dun wan..

2008-11-15T22:39:00.005+08:00

window shopping is wad happen todae!

waste my energy, waste my time.. lol. stupid..

wake me up early in the morning at 11am, ask me go bathe den went out.

went wif my siblings, mum, auntie n 2 cousins.

wanted to buy shorts, bt im too fat compared to the size of the shorts, dun hav my size..

went arnd findin pants for my cousin prom night..

wakao, once aft o's, everybody changed.. he dyed his hair n pierce his ear.

begged my mum to let me dye my hair bt haixz..

i shld hav noe the ans..

shop until 8+, my dad nt hapi coz ps him.. hahas..

SEE MY DIDI N MY MEI WEAR UNTIL LIKE NATIONAL DAY SIA!!

i dun understand y muz we everytime ------- on9..
isin't dat tiring.. bt i cant help it..
im sry dear.. i love u forever..

2008-11-14T20:52:00.002+08:00

it doesn't matter whr we go, it matters how long cn i see u..

i love gg out wif u..
bt i rather nt to go out wif u todae..
so dat i cn still deceive myself bt nw cant..

is dat too much to ask u to love me wholeheartedly?

2008-11-13T15:49:00.002+08:00

disgusting sia.. blood.. red.. slimy..
still sae nice to touch.. haixz..
i pity the animal which sacrifice its organ..

aft biology, went to eat lunch myself..
eat for near 45mins, coz 慢慢品尝my面..
went toilet, den discover my whole mouth red coz eat too much chilli..

wanted to go find her bt suddenly rain..
stupid sia.. u gd.. hang my calls..

2008-11-10T22:17:00.002+08:00

todae in claz a bit emo durin geog n eng lessons..

coz hope tmr cn faster come, hope dat since saturdae..

the eng lessons, ms ong sae wad i fall down cliff, den wad cpr, sae until celeste there.. weird sia..

vry no link coz no ez-link. hahas. lol..

amaths, the lecturer is rambuTAN's sister, candy tan.. ok lar.. dun look like..

maybe she inherit the gd genes, while he inherit the bad genes.. hahas..

u should noe jolly well that i scared to lose u, n will cherish u, yet u challenge me to do this type of things.. u think i dun dare isit? juz dat i dun wan, i dun wan make u sad.. i cherish this r/s.. understand..?

2008-11-09T23:16:00.002+08:00

todae went tuition, do the R factor, thn play psp for 45mins.. hahas.. waste money..
din gt to see esther-(my sis)..

went gm hse.. so sianz sia.. i rather go home slp n use com lor..

my printer is givin me a lot of probs.. wth..

2008-11-08T22:41:00.007+08:00

todae dno wad happen sia..
like wad she always say, im a pig, which slp n eat a lot..
bt todae lunch i cant even finish the whole packet,
n dinner, the fish chop, i oni eat 1 of the 'fish' nia. french fries cant even finish.. tomato n cucumber nvr eat..
wad happen? n now im so full.
and surprisingly, i din take a nap this aftnoon sia..
instead i cycle all the way to downtown, n den to pr park to find felicia, chris n etc. total cycle for more than 1.5hrs
i think mayb coz of my mood..

ytd slp at arnd 4, yet todae nt tired..
ytd cant slp, coz a bit sad..
bt my mood was lifted up by someone who gave me a packet of choc n letter, which felicia call it 情书..
aft guitar, emo all the way. coz i tot the letter is about something else. den felicia, chris, vanessa(s) n jorim tried to cheer me up, bt i juz gave the the smile dat i force myself to smile out.
i was unwilling to read the letter coz i scared to see something dat i fear to see..
reach home den read..
n lucky i din read in the bus, if nt i will cry in front of my juniors. is touched until cry. hahas. jkjk.
the letter n choc lifted up my mood for fews hrs, bt aft dat down again, dno y..

juz nw went arcade wif my sis.. play daytona wif my bro beside kajiao-ing..
dno y, suddenly think dat he quite cute. hahas. mayb coz of my mood again.. hahas..

wanted to take pic of him bt he dun allow..

todae i was nt angry.. it is juz dat i look fierce without my spec.. n i was indeed sad about it bt it was nt ur fault anw, so no nid to sae sry or giv me anything wan.. i noe u oso vry 为难.. parents are like dat wan. they do dat coz they wan u to slp more n no nid take bus which is troublesome. i dun blame anyone.. bt i was reali touched by ur letter. thnx dear. i love you. i love u vry much..

2008-11-01T21:15:00.006+08:00

tagged me do two quiz..
bt i gonna do one, the other one do b4 ler, nt gg to repeat. ps.

- The person who tagged you to do this quiz is?
☠ celeste.

- Relationship with her?
☠ my dear.

- 5 impression of her?
☠ chio. quite gentle. quite rough also. nice. cute?

- Most memorable thing she has ever done for you?
☠ er.. for me ar.. become less close to boys in her claz lor.

- Most memorable thing she has ever said to you?
☠ dear, 我爱你.

- If she became your lover, will you?
☠ already is. hahas.

- If she really became your lover what must she improve one?
☠ nuthing to improve. i love her every points now.

- If she became your enemy, you will...
☠ will not happen wan. i will not let it happen.

- Overall impression?
☠ best lor.

- How do you think the people around you thinks about you?
☠ nice guy. hahas.

- The characteristic in you that you like?
☠ er.. i dno. practically, i like almost every thing about me. hahas. oni a bit nt smart..

- The Characteristic in you that you hate?
☠ not smart enough lor.

- Most ideal person you want to be?
☠ idk. dno how to ans..

- For people who love and care for you, say something to them.
☠ er...

- Pass this quiz to 10 other people.
☠ 1.celeste (redo, i dun care)
☠ 2.xueqi
☠ 3.haishan
☠ 4.bingkhiang
☠ 5.deanne
☠ 6.changshi
☠ 7.chris
☠ 8.kodi
☠ 9.wanyi
☠ 10.joanne

- Who is 6 having relationship with? [changshi]
☠ er.. idk. i oni noe laz time wan..

- If 7 and 10 get together, will it be a good thing? [chris n joanne]
☠ impossible, they dun even noe each other..

- What is 2 studying? [xueqi]
☠ for chn o's.

-what kind of band does 8 likes? [kodi]
☠ i dno.

- Does 1 have any siblings? [celeste]
☠ an elder sister(jaslyn) who always find me irritating..

- Will you woo 3? [haishan]
☠ no. i already hav celeste liao. she oso hav someone else liao.. hahas..

- How about 7 ? [chris]
☠ NOOOO.. i not gay. hahas.

- Is 4 single? [bingkhiang]
☠ no. he has me. hahas. jk. he has someone he like liao.

- Whats 5's surname? [deanne]
☠ Tan

- Whats 10's hobby? [joanne]
☠ ps. dk.

- Does 5 and 9 get along well? [deanne and wanyi]
☠ i think they are nt even close lor.

- Where is 2 studying at? [xueqi]
☠ dunman lah.

- Say smth about 1. [celeste]
☠ she is my dear. she is a gd gf. i love her. ok, done.

- Where does 9 lives? [wanyi]
☠ i dno.

- What colour does 4 likes? [bingkhiang]
☠ i think is orange.

- Are 5 and 1 good friends? [celeste, deanne]
☠ they are friens bt nt vry close.

- What is 6 doing now? [changshi]
☠ i dno.

finally.. thnx to celeste lor..

2008-10-31T17:28:00.004+08:00

aft lesson damn funi sio.. richard gav haishan bdae present, bt she dun wan to accept, so use me to block him..
hahas. nvm. friends wad. muz help each other..

guitar damn sianz lor.. okok. the song quite nice.
on the way home, damn funi.
i walk in front emo. den vanessa soh, celeste n sheryl walk behind..
they sae her coz she let me emo.
den she run to me, want to grab me hand, timin so gd, i ans kal. den she grab air. hahas.
wakao, crack my finger, nw still pain sia..

ltr hav to go airport fetch my sis..

finish.. hav to go cut hair liao.. coz.. long lar. duh.

You may hold my hand for a while, but you hold my heart forever.. i love you..

2008-10-30T23:22:00.003+08:00

always slp slp slp.
slp for 14hrs liao, still slp so early..
one word to describe my dear-PIG.
hahas. jk lar.. no matter wad, i'll still love her.
dun think so far lar.. i'll love u forever..
i will bao rong u, n control myself too..

tmr guitar, 2hrs nia. ok lar.
i go home oso slp wan. so it doesn't matter.
the oni dif is dat i go home cannot see her..

todae go sku late sia..
i wake up at 7.45 wan leh bt er..
reach 15bustop, w8 for near 20mins, den the bus come, but full..
reach sku 20mins late.. went arnd findin for my claz coz nt in 2aclaz..
in the end, they in ava room..
gd lor hai shan, nvr reply me, made me walk arnd the whole sku..
lucky i understand the lesson within 10mins..

this aftnoon, kip tokin to 'u'. hahas.
nvr gt to see my brother, bt at least gt to tok to him rite.
hapi? ur future brother-in-law leh.. hahas..

oh yar.. do this to revive my blog coz someone sae my blog die liao.. when it is oni sick coz oni a few daes nvr blog nia..

vry worry for my chn o's.. dno how to prepare..

every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true... i love you..

2008-10-28T22:05:00.002+08:00

this may b the last post for this week..
coz having o's nxt wk..
abit scare coz haven revise much..

oso oso chem spa n physics spa nxt week..

chem-4th nov
chn-5th nov
phy-6th nov

wakao! continuous sia.. how to take it..
chem nt scared.
bt chn n phy vry scare..

n todae durin guitar mood vry bad coz some ppl make it sound as if i want to purposely late lidat..
still make things dif for me.. lucky i gt some gd juniors n gf..
still wan complain to ms wan..
bui song find mrs lim lar..

aft guitar oso, tell celeste smth bring hers n my mood down..
bt dun feel like hiding it anymore..

cn u let me hold ur hands, n walk tgt wif me forever n ever..?

2008-10-26T23:34:00.001+08:00

wakao u gd..
saturdae pangseh me..
nw make me miss u like hell liao..

todae whole dae like fei wan lor..
do nuthing..

when waitin to be wif u.. the time seems to b movin vry slow..
bt when im wif u.. the time seeems to be sprinting.. shortening the time dat i cn b wif u..

my eyes are jealous of my heart..
coz u are close to my heart, yet far away fr my eyes..

2008-10-25T21:21:00.010+08:00

this morning went guitar, den went home.

at home damn sianz sia.. look at my bro playin gameboy.
almost doze off, den celeste call me.
chat until my mom reach home..

slp fr 5+ to 7+ wif my pe tee still on. hahas.
went out eat wif my dad n bro, 3guys..

ANOTHER pig sia. hahas. 1st one.. er.. guess who lor..

act emo nia..

go play games liao.. blog nxt time..

dun sing, dun sing lor..

2008-10-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

i tot dream is always opposite from the reality..?
y the dream of 3daes ago becomes real..?
why..?

todae go sku slack nia.. waste time..
tmr still gt chem mock spa.. hope it will go on smoothly..

tmr oso quite luan.. dno wad to do..
mornin hav to go airport, coz sis go china..
bt gt spa..
mei mei 8+ chk in. i 8 spa start..
wtfh..

i bad in tokin, as well as consoling..
sry dear.. wad i noe i cn do is giv u time to cool down urslf.. coz i dno how to an wei u..
to me, u ar a gd gf, bt im a bad bf..

2008-10-22T21:51:00.005+08:00

calamine, calamine, calamine lotion.
oh no more calamine lotion..
itchcy itchy, scratchy scratchy..
calamine lotion..

this song is damn suitable for me nw..
upper arm swelled since 2daes ago..

go see doc..
sae mite is gt bitten by insects or sweat pore gt blocked..
fagart sia.. dun wan giv me mc..

in clinic for 2hrs plus..
so boring.. lucky celeste pei me msg..

reach home, vry boring..
at least celeste accept my call..

wakao.. edmond told me i gt 15th in lvl..
lack of 2positions..
1=$100.. 2=$200..
nw, oni gt $300..
sad sia..

and haishan, is upper arm, nt thumb. hahas..

2008-10-20T21:56:00.003+08:00

todae is sku damn slack sia..
tmr no sku, no guitar. slack again..

quiz by celeste..

1. edmond
2. meilan
3. bingkhiang
4. haishan
5. jun qiang
6. xueqi
7. celeste
8. marcus
9. sherry
10. carolyn
11. delia
12. georgina
13. edwina
14. huanxian
15. elaine
16. jennifer
17. kodi
18. joelynn
19. yuqi
20. joanne

- How did you know 14? [huanxian]
☠ is she come noe me wan lor.. hahas.. jk. i oso dno how i noe her, same claz fr sec 1 to nw.

- What would you do if you never meet 1? [edmond]
☠ i will do nuthing.. btw, it is impossible wad. same blk, same kindergarten, same psku, same tuition, same sec sku..

- What if 9 and 20 date each other? [sherry, joanne]
☠ siao.. lesbian sia.. somemore, if dat happen, 2 guys will sad lor.. rite? hahas..

- Will 6 and 17 date? [xueqi, kodi]
☠ 100% wun. if they do so, oso les sia. 2 guys will oso sad. 1 of them is benny. hahas..

- Describe 3. [bingkhiang]
☠ my best frien. hahas. caring, non-backstabber. loyal frien.

- Is 8 attractive? [marcus]
☠ nt to me bt to sherry..

- Descirbe 7. [celeste]
☠ gd qns.. hahas.. er.. my dear.. quite chio.. vry vry gd to me. sometimes like small kid. bt like to bully me. sometimes quite demanding, like ytd.. alot alot more..

- Do you know any of 12's family members? [georgina]
☠ i dno.. ps.. i oni noe they gt high expectation of her..

- What if 18 confess to you? [joelynn]
☠ I will accept. hahas. both veggie wad. hahas. jk lar. i oni like celeste nia.

- What language does 15 speaks? [elaine]
☠ English and chinese..

- Who's going out with 9? [sherry]
☠ marcus lar..

- How old is 16? [jennifer]
☠ 15 lor

- When did you last speak to 13? [edwina]
☠ todae. coz she kip staring into my eyes. hahas. coz play murderer. dun think wrong.. hahas..

- Who's 2 fav singer? [meilan]
☠ dk.. i oni noe is 1 zar bo.

- Would you ever date 4? [haishan]
☠ yes. if she want. hahas. gd frien ma. hahas.

- Would you ever date 1? [edmond]
☠ wad a stupid qns.. no.. i nt gay.. bt cn in a grp..

- Is 19 single? [yuqi]
☠ like real..

- What's 10 last name? [carolyn]
☠ Low.. carolyn low. i noe coz dat time bernard read out her name for detention.

- School of 3? [bingkhiang]
☠ Dunman lar

- Where does 6 lives? [xueqi]
☠ opp dunman. directly. go b4.

- What is your fav thing of 5? [junqiang]
☠ er.. sounds vry wrong sia.. clever lor..

- Have you ever seen 11 naked? [delia]
☠ omg. i will faint.. too high liao.. hahas. no lar.. i will stop her 1st. im decent lor, ok? hahas.

-Choose 5 ppl to do this quiz ::
☠ haishan
☠ joanne
☠ xueqi
☠ joelynn
☠ kodi

2008-10-18T22:51:00.006+08:00

todae morning did smth i din do for a long time ler..

thnx to my parents..

went escape.

stupid sia..

parents sae, 老了，不可以玩太过刺激的东西，心不够力.

wad about my sis? ham ji oni.

everything oso dun dare.. inverter, pirate ship, wet n wild. all dun dare, den come for wad?

i rather go wif my frien or my celeste lor..

nag to my parents,

den dad sae, 等改次你和你的朋友来，他们陪你玩，钱爸爸出(for me oni).

ok lor, i'll go wif my friens, bt i will pay myself.

waited for 45mins..

2008-10-17T22:24:00.003+08:00

almost ~~broke record~~..
almost cry for the 1st time in 3yrs..
rolls out of my eyes, along my nose n wipe it of..

expectation..?
there shld be a limit..
i noe i had flunk my test, and had deproved a lot..
i noe.. this is my fault..
bt how cn they expect me to win someone dat i cn nvr win..?

study is nt easy, ok?
i dun even like study..
i study for the sake of studying..
im willing to study is already vry gd liao..

i noe i hav disappoint u..
sry..

celeste no nid to be sad coz i sad..
n thnx georgina, edwina, bk n others.. for 安慰-ing me..
n thnx meilan, haishan n others for encouragin me..

btw, tmr gg to escape.. hope i cn play like siao..
forgt all the unhappiness..
oso hope nxt yr wun repeat the same thing..

2008-10-16T20:09:00.005+08:00

fuck fuck FUCK!!!!!!!!

angry myself for disappointing my parents..
y muz my result b lidat for fye..
fuck..
not blamin anyone, juz angry myself..

this time dno wad to sae..
juz vry sad..
wun cry..
if i will, i will cry 3yrs ago liao..
why couldn't i cry out..
i rather to cry, than bein a 'strong' guy..
feelin vry terrible.. keepin so mani things in my heart..
i noe if i cry, i will feel better.. bt i juz couldn't..

request fr my dear..

- Whats your full name?
You wouldnt come to my blog if you dont know

- Do you like your first name?
fei hua..

- How long have you liked the person you currently like?
not sure.. bt tgt for 1mth n 16daes liao

- Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
yes

- Did you cry today?
i hope bt i din..

- What are you doing this morning at 8am?
er.. in claz, listenin to music, n slpin..

- What are you doing an hour ago?
juz woke up.. bathing or eatin.. nt sure..

- What are you currently doing?
This survey? and thinkin of her

- Who last texted you a msg?
meilan, my di. hahas

- Have you told anybody that you love them today?
of coz.. i said it everydae.. hahas.

- Do you miss anyone now?
yar.

- Any plans for tomorrow?
dno. depends on my results.. bad- i'll go slp; gd- i'll go cycling. shld be slp..

- What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
i oso wan to noe.. 3yrs back.. chen nian wang shi ler..

- Is there anyone you want to be with now?
yar..

- Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C ?
the person who ask me to do this quiz lor..

- Name someone who make you smiles today, how?
same ans.. see her, smile liao.

- Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'
zhian

- Which of your friend stays closest to you?
edmond.

- Do you prefer to call or to text?
depends.

- Was yesterday better than today?
no.

- Can you live a day withour tv and your phone?
no.

- Are you mad about anything now?
very...

- Do you ever think that relationships really worth it?
if the person reali love me.. nw, i think yes..

- Last person you visited in a hospital?
nt sure.. long time nvr go liao..

- When is your last and second last hug?
two daes ago. on the 14th.. both oso on the same person.

- What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
ps.. dun feel like typin. coz too long. oso it is privacy..

- How do you feel about your life now?
okok

- Do you hate anyone?
yes. myself..

- Last person you called?
celeste. bt nvr ans.. so sad..

- Who usually sent you the most texts in a mth?
the ans is obvious sia.. celeste lar.

- Is your room messy now?
yes.. my bro's toys. my txtbks n two stacks of newspaper. each stack arnd my waist height.

- Who will be mad if your room is messy?
mum

- Your shortest relationship?
privacy. thnx.

- Who do you look like? Father or mother?
both.. inherit gd genes, dats y.. er.. hahas..

- Tag 10 people to do this survey! Dont be afraid to sabotage them!!
im nt so bad..

2008-10-14T20:26:00.003+08:00

went out wif my dear..
n saw ~~jennifer~~---poh zhuang(correct spelling?)

went a lot of place, walk here, walk there.. do nuthing..
bt it is fun juz to b wif her.. hahas..

suay suay at toysrus saw navin, apple pie, prabu, yikai, darren and others..
aniket tmr will gt it fr me.. take pic of us..

predicted dat naggin n scoldin will start tmr..
die liao..
rip koh weekiong..

2008-10-14T08:16:00.003+08:00

this is such a ~~perfect~~ sux morning..

wake up at 7.20am to bring my brother go PAP.
wait wif him outside clazroom for arnd haf an hour..
in the end, the cher dun let him in coz of some stupid minor rashes..
so bring him back home..

den on com, oni gt one person on9..
dat person, i oso nt close wif him..
oni quarrel one time wif him nia..

stupid.. waste my precious slpin time..
wake up so early.. nt like someone else.. nid to go sku, still slp until so late..

2008-10-13T22:27:00.003+08:00

todae test okok bah..

edmond told me my result. wa sad man..
haishan, i sure lose to u wan.. no nid to compare liao lar..

aft sku. went out wif dear..
went a lot of place..
den send her home..

dats all for todae..
dun feel like elaboratin..
coz bad mood..

2008-10-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

dun feel like tokin about exams liao..
cn see $500dollars flew away right in front of me..
dno wad will happen to my hols if i dun gt $500..

ytd went tm n century square wif bk aft exam.
kerna ps by sherry..
den suggested by bk to gen zhong my dear--celeste.
lost her in century square.
manage to track her down in tm.
bt in the end, nvr even tok to me lor..

den went arnd wif bk.
actually wan to buy things, bt in the end, play x-box--street soccer..

den went home wif dear..
in bus emo... nvr tok wan..
i slp, den she oso. leanin on me..

in lift, finally.. hahas..

todae went raffles place for the union scholarship.
my seat no-k14, meiting-k15, junqiang-k18(should b)
gt $200..

went home, den lovesick.. think of somebody..

went 400+ eat, den went downtown east.
went arcade den saw my dear(coz inform her beforehand ler, hahas)..
kip tou siao.. hahas.

so sianz.. hav to bear for one more dae..

2008-10-03T21:41:00.002+08:00

er.. juz wan to revive my blog..
anw im ok.. juz treat the previous post as nonsense.. celeste is always my best dear.

ytd eng free writin screwed up.
todae ss question 1a nvr do, oni write provenance nia.

ok. wan liao.. bb.

2008-09-30T22:52:00.005+08:00

can u all juz shut up on my tagbox? dun wan use ur name to tag, den dun tag lar. idiotic.
and dun wan read my blog, den juz leave lar. dun at here kbkb lidat.

damn moody.. scared affect my mood for studyin. i wan to gt out of this temporary.
and solve it aft exam bt i cant do it..

and todae aft lesson saw smth dat i reali hate to see..

sry no mood to blog.. coz vry sad..

best frien or girlfriend more important..?

2008-09-27T10:55:00.003+08:00

ytd aftnoon slp for 4hrs, so abit 内疚.
den i decided to burn mid-night oil..

study until 4.30am. family all asleep..
oni celeste 陪me until near 2am.

bt oni manage to study finish 3topics- nutrients, enzymes n nutrition in humans.
coz i cant focus myself on studying.. haixz..

bt at least wake up earlier den someone.. hahas..

2008-09-26T21:19:00.006+08:00

todae went sku den become 落汤鸡. kerna laugh coz my hair flatten..

am damn easy sia.. ytd shouldn't study, waste time oni. think everybody cn gt full marks if nt careless.

went ws aft sku wif my celeste.. den went home, slp for 4hrs, dun think cn slp liao.

lookin forward to the 10pm f1 racing (practise)..
hope i cn b like the cars.. juz zoom paz all the 烦恼n pressure n stress..

cn dun think about the sad things when u go out wif me? juz smile n laugh.. dat think wun happen wan.. cn tok? cn dun giv me the black black face? i noe u vry talkative wan. i rather u tok until i cannot tahan, i oso dun wan u to b so quiet..

2008-09-24T20:13:00.003+08:00

ytd slept at 2+, den todae woke up tot i sure die durin bio lessons wan..

damn cold in claz coz raining, damn sleepy.. elaine n huanxian oso..
bt funi sia.. bio lesson i din slp wor..
champion for the first one to callapse is wira. 1st runner-up- saiful. 2nd runner-up- navin prasad.

this few daes quite moody n unhapi bt dno y.. i dno y i feel this way..

cn u plz pull me back to you, dear..? i feel dat im driftin away fr u.. plz pull me back to you coz i love you..

2008-09-22T21:13:00.004+08:00

todae nvr slp for bio lesson wor.. wira n yusof collapse before me.
mayb coz i waitin for the lesson to b over.

den actually wan to see celeste's performance wan bt headache, den went home..
lucky nvr 发大小姐脾气. sry dear.. anw thnx for the keychain.. thnx.

emm.. eh bing khiang.. dun lidat.. dun gt irrated by others.. this is wad u tel me laz time when others irritate me.
since they sae it out, means they wan u to gt the msg coz they wan u to angry.. den the more u shoudn't b angry, if not u will fall in their trap..
however u shld let them noe dat u dun like it. juz voice it out. 我永远挺你. k, brother?

2008-09-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

todae damn sad.. did smth i shouldn't.. sry dear..
reali reali vry sry.. i din mean to hurt you..
if i noe i'll hurt u like this.. i wun b doin this..
when i heard u crying, my heart ache lot..
i cn oni blame on my mischieve-ness..
sry.. forgv me, cn?

and muz thnx meilan for coachin me a maths todae.
called her 3times to ask the same question..
although cn hear dat she is pissed off bt she still teach me. thnx

sry dear.. i noe i shouldn't b doin this.. sry.. when i heard ur voice, heard ur crying.. my heart ache a lot.. sry.. i wun b doin this again.. SRY!! i'll let u punished me on mondae.. i dun wan u to cry.. i din noe this will hurt you.. if i noe, i wun b doin this.. sry..

2008-09-19T21:20:00.003+08:00

todae damn high n hapi.. hahas..

todae aft sku, stay back to file all my papers and discuss a few phy question wif bk.
went home wif both my impt person, celeste n bk.

and todae is a VID, and actually in lift sia.. oni celeste noe wad i tokin about.. hahas..

a lot of things to study bt no mood seh..

i think i shouldn't be postin n on9-ing, i shld b studyin, bt no mood, think her den kanot study liao..

2008-09-18T22:02:00.003+08:00

wa. so xianz, cn? exam comin bt no mood to study..

wakao lor.. todae kerna suan by so mani ppl esp GANMEILAN N EDMONDNG coz of my blog.. coz everything is about celeste..
okok lar.. shouldn't sae too much about her..
2 reasons--
1st-ppl will stop comin to my blog coz will make them puke
2nd-dun wan let ppl noe too much about our private life

dno cn start by revisin wad.. so sianzzz.. so mani thing to revise..

i might leave my blog on its own n let it die for a period..
bt i will giv it a max revive potion aft the eoy..

2008-09-16T21:23:00.003+08:00

wakao.. percentage lose to haishan.. bt win joshua.. so i 原地不动..

todae so wad sia.. so many ppl sae my blog damn ahem coz everything is about celeste.. mayb i shld consider changin my blog's url to www.speciallyformydear.blogspot.com hahas.

n i juz wan to have more gd frien like bing khiang, meilan n haishan..
bt juz find out dat gt 1 frien oni noe how to make use of me nia..
gt gd things, wun think of me..
gg somewhr, oso wun jio me go wan..
wad kind of frien, rite?
i still treat the frien as one of my gd frien lor..
no nid to ask me hu is the person, i wun sae..
i think the person oso wun noe dat is him/her lor..

2008-09-15T21:20:00.003+08:00

todae nuthing to tok about..

my mum wan me to start on my revision for end-of-yr bt no mood sia.. bt i vry guai wan.. mian qiang do abit revision.. is reali abit nia.. 4question of em.. hahas.

this wk so xianz sia.. sms n call all excede ler..

seriously.. i dun like her.. i oni like u oni.. u dun sui bian ting ur frien fang pi. they juz wan wan to make fun of u oni.. some ppl hu tel u dat may b even jealous of us.. so dun care them.. juz believe dat i oni love u oni.. there is no 3rd party.. dun so sad liao lar.. okok? i try to gt something dat is in pairs for u aft the eoy.. try oni.. coz nt sure cn find a nt..

2008-09-14T22:59:00.010+08:00

went auntie hse to celebrate my cousin's(ming zhang) bdae todae coz he gg NS a few wks ltr.. this is an incident to mark his life.. this is wad i learnt fr heartland..
den suddenly think of our childhood.. we used to play block catching wan.. bt nw.. haixz.. childhood is beta than being a youth.. agree agree? so sad..

den went home n started doin hmw..
do until haf way, went cycling.
actually the real motive behind it is dat i wan to cycle to celeste's hse to see her coz miss her..
kal her while cyclin to chk whether she is at home a nt. she's at home bt when i told her dat i m comin to her hse, she dun sound hapi.. den hesitate.. bt suddenly rain..
kal celeste again to tel her im nt comin, while cycling in the rain(drizzling oni).. n chat wif her for arnd 45mins.. bt she state on her blog dat she tok to me for arnd 1hr. hahas. stm.. blur queen.. bt i dun mind.. hahas..

den reach home to eat dinner, do hmw, while watching tv..
do until nw, den on9..
so disappointed.. she's nt on9..
went her blog, den noe dat she is disappointed too.. sry dear.. coz im too bzy to on9.. im doin hmw.. bt u shld call me if u miss me, no matter how bzy i m, i will still ans ur kal, n wun feel dat u ar a nuisance.. coz i miss u too..

2008-09-13T21:55:00.009+08:00

TIME'S RIPE.. TARGET NOT AWARE.. AIM.. SHOOT!!

celeste too lan.. fail 2 times. fail to attack me on my face. den i let her attack me.. hahas. den aft dat damn high..

todae went sku for phy lesson. late for 6mins bt actually din miss a lot..

den went out to eat wif celeste aft lesson. din tok to her a lot coz she sad.. giv her time to calm herself down..

den meet sandra go find cardboard for their project..

aft dat, went back sku do hmw n den went all saints home..

at there quite fun lar.. tok to one ah pek in hokkien all the while..

'uncle, le eh pang geng gui lao har?'

'uncle, le eh pang geng di dao har?'

'uncle, wa kia liao hor..'

1st time speak hokkien for so long in one shot..

aft dat.. meet celeste n sandra n went ws. lie on my shoulder again to slp. i dun mind.. hahas.

sandra sit quite far coz she sae she dun wan to b so bright.

reach ws liao, den i want go home, she dun let me go..

wan me ahem then cn go..

damn ps cn.. so mani ppl. bt nvm. ahem liao, den zao liao.

ohyar.. todae meilan told me smth n i damn agree wif her. hahas

she said that anyone who is jealous of her is blind wan. this wan i damn agree. hehe. it's true wad.

bt gt 1person will disagree wif me. dat person is yiwei..

2008-09-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

todae celeste sent me to the bustop again..
under the pressure of me, finally 'attack' my face by sudden. nvr warn me wan sia.. bt so hapi, i tink todae cant slp again. hahas. if gt chance, i will take my revenge..
and meilan de attitude finally shows improvement.. she said bye to me b4 we hang up. finally.. become more polite..

本来是蛮高兴的,但是刚刚看到someone's dp. den 有点sad liao. wtfh..

2008-09-11T21:15:00.002+08:00

todae finally pe. pe until haf way, den went down to canteen to find somebody lor..

ohyar, elaine sick ler. tc anw. dun vomit on me tmr.. if nt, i complain to lock n micky mouse. hahas. i'll b dead if she c this..

n im nt angry or emo-ing durin the eng aftnoon lesson lar.. i juz.. dun noe wad lar..
n marran ar.. u scared i angry, u still kajiao me..
em.. ohya.. ms ong tease me again.
laz time is.. the girl fr 3c wif chn name wan ar.. wad isit? yuqi ar?..
nw is.. the sec1 girl ar? celeste isit?..
wth.. bcoz of the 黑社会(black society coz all malays n indian ma.. jk lar) again..

den went eat wif celeste.. n suay suay saw chang pte imited.. chang show me all kind of things, eg, kiss wif yiwei. meilan dun jealous wor.. hahas..

den walk wif her to esso saw 2chers, mani students n marran. marran kip laughing..
purposely hold celeste hand in front of him.. make him jealous coz he cant w8 to hold joanne hand. hehe..

on buz, she lie on my shoulder to slp n i lie on her head to rest.. so tired..
hope time cn freeze at dat time..

2008-09-10T16:23:00.003+08:00

ytd gt back amaths n emaths(sux sia). n todae gt back phy.

em- 26/40.. sux man.. 1st time in my sec sku life dat i did nt ace for my maths. giv me 很大的打击..
am- 35/40.. ok bah.. bt at first i aim for full marks wan..
phy- 34/50.. wa.. 3sig fig gd lor..

this time drop sia.. haishan win me a lot.. n the huanxian拉开我们分数的距离. wth lor.. hav to pull up my socks liao, if nt $500 will b gone. i rmb durin mid-yr i oso sae dat to myself, but i din do it.. hahas. ‘口是心非'.

n celeste hor, everytime kiss girls to make me jealous.. lucky todae bk help me to make her jealous back. hahas. thnx brother..

todae, finally she is the one who send me back,(to the bustop oni, nt home, she still nt so gd yet. hahas.. jk..) den we hold hand to the bustop n saw mrs lim. lucky, nvr saw us..

tmr still hav to stay until 3.30 for eng lor. so xianz..

2008-09-08T20:17:00.003+08:00

waoh todae gt back result. quite hapi lar except for the eng..

eng- 30/60, 15/20, 8/10
hmt- 47.5/70
bio- 35.5/50
chem- 35.5/50
humans-- ss- 11/12, geog- 14/18(nt sure yet)

tmr gt back am, em n geog if nt wrong.. em sure die wan.. lose hope in it ler..

todae morning went 1a find celeste n aft sku oso went to find her..
thiru n dao wei makin fun of us.. n finally gt to c hu is julian n teng xiong..
isit a competition to me..? dun think so..

2008-09-07T20:19:00.007+08:00

celeste sry lar.. i reali like you.. todae nvr c u nia, miss u liao.. srysrysrysrysrysrysrysrysrysrysrysrysrysrysry
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i dun mean to hurt u..

juz feel vry sad.. im speechless.. hope tmr will b beta..